...And everything emptying into White.

Hello. I'm new.

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I just created a fanlisting for Hiruma's threat book if anyone would like to join. :]

http://blackstar.melodic-apocalypse.com/extortion-index.html

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La palabra selbstsicher me hace creer que es posible que alemán y yo no somos destinado a vivir felices para siempre. Por lo menos con español puedo pronunciarlo. Es posible que sería mejor si estudiaría la historia de españa, pero soy demasiado terca.

Just came back from Abercrombie & Fitch speech. They promised free food and they didn't give any. Which made me ANGRYYYYYY. WHERES THE FREE FOOD YOU PROMISED YOU BASTARDS. Anyway I'm v v interested in them so I'm going to apply for their designer job in January. LOL. Don't say anything, even I'm surprised at myself (ESPECIALLY YOU firebuilt ). Anyway before the whole HAHA-I-TRICKED-YOU-WITH-FAKE-FOOD speech by A&F I went to the mall with my roomy and bought a really cool jacket ;  3;. I'll probably post pictures of it tomorrow cuz I'm planing to wear it hahaaaaa. and then we wandered over savannah, and then got some coffee until the speech started. And no still no norman reedus in sight. FFFF SAVANNAH'S SUCH A SMALL PLACE AND I DONT GET TO SEE HIM SOOOB. yeah im a retarded fangirl and you guys all know that. AAAAND went to target because they were having a 75% sale on all halloween candy SO I BOUGHT LIKE SEVEN BAGS. IM GOING TO GOBBLE THEM UP UNTIL I VOMIT SUGAR. JUST WAIT FOR IT.

I'm finally working on my SPN/BDS crossover doujinshi and going to take reservations of itttt so yeah any of you guys interested in buying just let me know.

IM BORED SOMEBODY IM ME.

I'm outraged at the shooter at Fort Hood, I'm outraged at the people responsible for the war that's probably the cause of all this, and I'm really fucking outraged at the worthless wastes of flesh that are already turning this into an excuse for them to spew their xenophobic, Islamophobic, racist goddamn bullshit. Because when a Christian shoots someone, it's because he was nuts. When a Muslim shoots someone, it's because he was Muslim.

Fuck the world.

Just the other day I was thinking, "hardly anyone on my flist does memes anymore..."

From td54

RIGHT NOW I'M

Feeling: Bored, mixed with a little melancholy.
Wearing: Old Green Day shirt, PJ pants, underthings.
Wishing: December would get here nice and fast.
Missing: Steeeeeve.
Thinking: About what I want for Christmas. I have four things on my list, two of which are general "idk, this kind of thing".
Wondering: Why my stomach is upset.
Raving About: BACK IN MY DAY...
Ranting About: WE DIDN'T HAVE NO FANCY FLYING CARS.
Fangirling/Drooling Over: Sherlock Holmes
Thankful For: People who still write Watchmen fic.
Planning: lol
Looking Forward To: Seeing Sherlock Holmes with shpadoinkle46.
Dreading: The day my grandmother moves in.
Wanting: Some good fic.
Hoping: Tonight is better than last night.

Right, I just finally got around to doing one of those date-out-of-order master lists for fic instead of just having mine shoved in my LJ memories (speaking of which, I really, really ought to move my fics from my old fic LJ over here and out of order them too, because it's a bit messy having two LJs for one purpose especially if I never use one of them anymore), and I've been noseying around a few other people's master lists, and this lead me to pondering;

Having drabbles/ficlets/comment fic actually organised somewhere. I write a lot of this stuff though - I'm not one of these people who has about five to ten painfully exquisite little drabbles alongside their regular stuff so tacking them onto the main fic post would be a bit unmanageable - so I'm wondering, would keeping tabs on that be overly self-indulgent, or would it be worthwhile doing? I figure my flist are the guys and girls who actually read my LJ (and sometimes aforementioned drabbles/ficlets/comments), so I figure you're the best people to ask. Should I keep a masterlist for comment fic type stories as well, or would that be a bit lame and silly?

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Dear self; stop looking for other fic challenges and get your ass back to finishing the ones you're ALREADY SIGNED UP FOR.

Yes, technically it's productive procrastination, but it's STILL PROCRASTINATION.

At least I talked myself out of the apocalyptic-fic big bang.

ETA: No, you are NOT going to write a big bang fic just so you can bring your total words of SPN fic written above 50000. NO. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

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Please stop kissing Holmes. I may or may not have started reading Sherlock Holmes because of the new movie, and Bobby is in no way Holmes-like, but there is some canon that should be respected.

I have no other reason for being anti-Irene kisses.*

( Hey, it's a meme! )





*False.

If you're in the mood for some bullshit, allow me to share with you David Halperin's brilliantly vague and waffling essay, One Hundred Years of Homosexuality, concerning ancient Athens, and the fact that there weren't any gay people there, except that there were, but we can't prove that, and it wouldn't matter if there were, and sexuality is totally dependent on vocabulary, and the modern world invented it, and okay yeah there are real gay people now but WHAT IF THERE WEREN'T BACK THEN and also sexuality is just like having a favorite food with no deeper biological connotations UNLESS we start scientifically analyzing why some people like chicken.

And it's written by a gay man, which makes it even more facepalm-inducing. Literally, though facepalms hurt so I've mostly been channeling them into clenched, shaking fists of rage.

Constructionists like this ruin constructionism for the sane among us. And with the debacle in Maine, I really did not need to deal with this crap today.

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So I'm fixing up some LJ business, and I've decided to get rid of fiendart. It's just sittin here doing nothing anyway and even if there are lots of comments I'd love to save, I can't stand having stuff like this laying around collecting dust. If you'd like to keep updated with my work please bookmark my website at www.elisa-alba.com

my artwork blog is now www.elisa-alba.com/blog/
my livejournal is pretty much completely a personal journal now

Thank you so much for all the wonderful years in fandom!!!! I love you guys! <3

ps - my first illustrated book came out in December!!! Diamond, written by Suzanne Weyn and published by Scholastic. :D

EDIT: I will go make that zip right now of all my work, upload it, and post it here, before I delete! :P

Hi, guys! Long-time lurker here, finally decided to get off my butt and contribute something to GO fandom. So I drew Crowley doing his trick with the dove - hope you like it! =)    
   
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Okay, okay, this is UTTERLY DISGUSTING AND HORRIFYING but, but, oh my god, birth of an urban legend moment.

( The non-horrifying version: NEVER EAT MULLER RICE )

Title: Base Hospital
Author: Christian Howe
Summary: Evil Granny
Pairing: Sean Bean / Viggo Mortensen
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Not true

As always, I'm forever indebted to helena_s_renn for beta and suggestions. All remaining errors are mine.

There, it was out. Sean expected Viggo to recoil but he found nothing but love in the grey-blue eyes, and not even a hint of disgust. Encouraged, he settled against his lover's chest, smiling at the hand caressing his cheek, and started to speak.